new in the arena,looking for friendship

i have a feeling of caring for a woman that comes my way.i was born with this attitude.at first i thought that it was a bad character but later i realized that it was a gift from God.so there was nothing that i could do ,i just have to accept it and work toward it by looking for someone that will be my own sugar mummy that care for and stand for her anytime the need arises .so i will like true love from my match not a match that desire money more than love .come and i will love you well like myself