Just looking for true love

I am young, I recognize it but in my short love life journey, I have never been able to find happiness or even when I could believe that I found it, it always ends in the saddest way because I have always sincerely loved and it is difficult to move on when I find myself alone again. On my last love life, I had met a woman older than me who was hooking up but over time I fell in love with her, I know it's weird but it was true, we lived 1 year together but after she began to doubt me because she thought that as she was not perfect before I met her, I will do the same while on the contrary, I loved her with all my heart so that she can be sure that she is also a woman like all the others and who deserves to be loved but unfortunately She ended up abandoning me when I loved her as I had never loved. I'm just looking for true love, nothing else.